Baruk33, 47

french jazz pianist I'm a gentle,helpful person but a bit disorganized in my everyday life.Beside my jewish practices are not conventional.I keep kosher and I'm shomer but I don't attend services at the synagogue.I don't like to pray in a group.Therefore it is difficult to meet with jewih women,who in France are rather orthodox or don't keep kosher and don't believe in H.M.They don't understand my practices.I strongly believe in God and I study the Torah as much as I can.Concerning work,I don't knock on jazz clubs doors to get employed,I'm too reserved for that.But I play because I'm asked for by other musicians both in France and in New York ,off and on.In fact to be honest I need some one to help me ,take care of me . I can't cook,and can't find myself good clubs and musicians to play with.I seem to have a slight social deficit,it's too hard for me impose myself.But I'm sociable when I get to know people and my friends enjoy my company very much because I have a deep sense of humour.
I'm very sensitive and compassionate.I'm generous too and my parents think others take advantage of it.I also believe,american people are more open minded,less prejudiced than french people,that's why I feel a lot more comfortable in New York than in Paris.I would like to settle in the States,get married and have children .
I have composed over 3000 pieces of music which my musicians find very good but I don't know how to sell them again because I feel unsecure,a somewhat shy.
I can be a very good husband and father because I care for others.I hope someone will get in touch with me via this site.