Kosherkeepah, 70

I'm living to find my true love, well I know what love is and that's really living. So far my average LTR is 18 years (too short). Now a nice woman who perhaps like me goes to lots of services and davins like an Angelllllll could win my heart for an eternity. I'm the last in my Jewish line paternally who really takes our faith seriously so I do have a dream that's not at all popular, remarry, have more kinder (please don't hate me for that). I am a proven devoted lover, husband, father......how many available straight guys unmarried can make that claim?? I live to please so being left alone has rendered me not up to my normal standards so some very special woman will have to discover me for who really am./